yesterday was a greenday in fengshui calender, no wonder things dint turn out well..

anyway, ytd was hurtful..

back at home,
I chatted with Johnson.. lols.. still want to do the same thing to me.. lols.. I trusted him, so I dont think he will do anything to me..

chatted with baba.. he starts to behave like Jeffrey.. and I start to drift away from him..

sometimes, I have no one to turn to.. other times, I dunno who I can turn to..

I have no self confidence at all.. where have all my confidence gone to?

the old Karen maumau was already dead.. maumau is a flirt.. really a bitch.. sometimes, I hope she dint do what she did.. but who m I to stop her? I wont stop her, I'll kill her.